pitter patter

hey hey, it's 1am right now and i'm still wide awake. dont know why, am just watching tv and also finding materials and viewing online sermons at the same time, need to feed myself spiritually. cant really find time in the day so the night will just have to do. am actually watching a sermon by rev. kong hee right now, he's just so amazing and i can learn lots of him. he's not perfect of course, but who is? anyway, yeah... have been reminding myself to do more devotions and it's a good thing i've been doing it. it's tough, but all it takes is a bit of discipline and also a bit of my time each day. it's worth it though. ahhh... as i'm writing this, the smell of rain is being blown into the house and onto where my bed is. it's just so lovely, the smell of rain coming... as the wind changes and breeze through your body, as the clouds begin to open! yeah... i can hear the pitter patter sounds now, and i've always been captivated with before, during and after a downpour. i simply love the freshness, that feeling of cleaniness, nothing that the rain cant wash away. all the filth, dirt and mud can be washed away and we can emerge, all afresh and a new, breathing in fresh cool air and feeling rejuvenated. yeahhhh!!! well, this is not the first time i'm writing about the rain in the middle of the night. oh well, i'm just a sucker for rain and it's cool breeze! ahhh.... the rain's getting heavier now. dont you just love to lay in bed, cover yourself with the blanket, hugging your bolster and just enjoy the moment? ahhhhh... if only i had a cup of coffee! that would be paradise... i think i'll go make myself a cuppa now! ahhh... in the living room with a makeshift bed, with your bolster and pillow, with the cool cool breeze of the wind and sound of rain, getting ready to watch barcelona play ac milan. could i ask for more? simply surreal...