long time overdue

ahhh, guys. it's been quite a bit since i last updated. yes yes, i know! thanks for the constant reminders. ahh.... finished shooting the last episode of pillowtalk yesterday. it's my last day working with ilin. a tinge of sadness as i've met quite a number of new friends there. nice blokes i must say. and no, i dont mean just JOJO! oh well, moving on... i got back from work and as usual, switched on my pc. and guess what, it must be possessed. it shut down by itself and after that, i couldnt on it again... it just wont start. so i gave it the night off last nite. =)went and watched some tv only to find myself staring at the screen. it was indeed a dull moment in time, where i've got like absolutly nothing to do. there was nothing good on tv and i didnt had the mood to watch it anyway. mannnn... it really hit me that i depend so much on my computer these days. KO and no life already. oh well, didint know what to do... so i was just walking around the house, absolutely baffled and restless. then it started to rain at about 2am... yeah, i've been bellowing about how much i love the smell of rain and the freshness it brings, and yah... what a time for that to happen. so guess what? i found myself, standing by the window in my dad's room, facing KL town, with the wind and tiny drops of rain, the fresh scent of a long cold night... yeah, just literally staring into space in the middle of the night, sipping my hot cup of coffee. and i tell you, i havent had this kind of feeling ever! no idea what it was... but yeah... to find myself staring into the open space in the rain. kinda weird at the same time cool! taking in deep breaths, writing down what i feel and see through that window... and before you know it, i was standing there for like and hour or more. time flies when you're just savouring the moments in life. ahhhh... that "alone" moments, at times harsh... at times bliss. but last night was simply surreal. cheers